my laptop

Now it runs on unleaded premium fuel.
Nah....
Ok, before this it ran on Windows 7.
As my policy now days is to go legit on as many software and hardware I use, it seem beligerent not to buy and use a copy of Windows 7 for my laptop. But, you must see for yourself that I don't print money out of my asshole.
So in the spirit of open sourceness, I installed the newest version of Ubuntu. Version 10.04 LTS(lucid).

First of all, Linux isn't a toy that you play with like a fire cracker. Its a full version grenade.
All and I mean ALL of the system drivers work. Even my 3G broadband modem works with it.
Some needed to be downloaded. By that I mean by just bloody clicking a bloody button that says 'download driver'.
There are several drawbacks.
One is, the lack of things to do.
Its too simple a chimp would probably know how to use it.
Second, the OS has a ala marketplace for software but all are free. But it lacks some proper software for media go'ers like me.
I'll continue testing it in my camp activity.

the finals are over now what

Ok, my finals are over.
Now what?

Currently I'm trying to install ubuntu on my damn laptop so I can use it without it bitching to me that my os isn't licensed. So I'll use open source. Ahha!
Next week I'll be going on a camp leave. When I say camp, it isn't really camping. Its more like attending a seminar. So that'll make me busy for a week of my long semester break.
And I just listened to the Poets of the Fall's new album 'Twilight Theater'.
Its as great as their usual performances.

finals

ok, I have my finals.
nothing much happens.
you suffer, suffer some more and suffer again.
my next paper is in a week, so I have some time to think.
when I finished thinking, I found myself walking to the nearest dunkin donuts.
haha!
my sweet ol donuts.

PC FAIR part 2

I tested the 3D displays there, and it was kinda making dizzy after a while.
still, the thing is nice to have but not nice to pay for.

PCFAIR part 1

going on my journey that must be done every year...

If I died

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One smile away from death, I realised something...
I was alone...
I was a human that would die and no one would notice...
Now, I have a choice a life of solitude or death.
Eitherway I'm going to be alone...
There's no picture because I can't possibly take any pictures when I was driving...
I know it's depressing to talk about death and loneliness, but this is what has been happening around me...
Depression is no longer a thing to think about..
Some say start new, but I think I've wasted a few starts with duds..
And I have wasted all my starts...
As life continues, I wont run away...
I just have to face it...
Money wont do a thing...
Running away defies my code of ethics...
So is suicide.
I don't want to go to hell just because of human stupidity...
I want to live...
I want a life filled with smiles...
Even if its alone...

This isn't a poem. Its a blog post.
If I died, you know where to find my will and last words...
I've only told one person.

medicine

Meds...
This is why I didn't study medicine or medical...
I'm the one taking them...
Its like doing surgery on yourself...
My head is going bonkers with these meds lighting up my vision while lighting up my perception like its the 4th of july...
I'm in my early 20's but my intake of meds looks like a 40 year old diabetic(maybe). I hope it doesn't come to that...
Before this I'd be chewing my meds because I hate swallowing pills because its bloody hard then. Now its like swallowing rice. No munching no more.
Now's the time to swallow another set of pills to continue living properly.