feeling something

Right now, I shit you not I'm sick. No, not mentally but physically. Fever, headache and a touch of sunburn pain to compliment my self torture. This comes after my friend said stuff about lestospirosis and the fact I have most of the stated symptoms. Great, now I'll be very not shivering in terror of getting a disease that could eat me alive because of some rodent pissing in the river. Thank you rodent. Thank you very much.

About the pic, its the Putrajaya mosque. I had an industrial visit yesterday at Shah Alam. Otw back, the bus had to pick up some other students and hence the mosque, putrajaya and the fever. It does make sense, you just have to use your brains thats all.

urgh... my brain cells!!!

what could go wrong?

What could? Something like a cancelled lecture due to a blackout.

Seriously, no lights and no ventilation means no class. You'd go bonkerz until you realize that you missed shit last week and makes you are probably 1/2 month behind classes. After that, the thing called reality starts to set in and shit happens just in the nick of time to make someone's life hell.

what after this? pandas saying you suck?

moon cake

I have tons of stuff to post. Today I took 3 pics that I want to post. But this pic comes first.

Well it was my first taste of a moon cake.

And it tastes good. But if you eat a lot, you'll feel like punching the human that made you ate it because you will feel a bit sick of eating.

next, a squirrel kills a bear.

rainbow in the sky

As it was not a good week, seeing a rainbow seems making hell a bit more colourful. Hell is harsh, we all know that. But that doesn't stop us doing things that make us go into it does it? That made me think, why sometimes we use the phrase "hell on earth". Its making hell a bit less terrifying than it really is doesn't it? Maybe we cant seem to know why rainbows are so beutiful and cant seem to think how harsh hell really is. Sitting around and sleeping all day isn't what we call hard is it? But some people loiter around in life and say their life is hard. Its hard to imagine how moronic they are comparing with a hard earning person.

Its just nice to see a rainbow, heck I saw two rainbows that day colouring my sky. A little colour contributes a lot to an already sad week makes life a little bit more bearable.

Next week, mental breakdown is a big probability as I spend money to kill ants. Tough

Ending the raya craze

What beats killing little insects? Celebrating raya with friends and meeting with long lost morons. That made my day or my week. Seriously, its nice to see your friends, have a great laugh and spill ya guts around while screaming in pain in your heart because of something else.

Now, I'm back at campus I still feel the raya craze still in the blood circulating. But time to accept reality. Time to start saving money for new crap and filling my brain with formulas and equations.

Who said life was fair?

Testing pixelpipe app

Found an app for pixelpipe and trying to figure how to bloody make it work...
Sigh...

Mmm... wait what?

This is a sight that would make nightmares for vegetarians or heaven for the rest of us. A goat, skinned, ready to be grilled on a charcoal fire, ready to converted into crap load by those who watch it with eager eyes that will make children cry of terror. Long shit short, its a BBQ. With a goat, and several pieces of meaty material thats impervious to human emotion.

Mmm... wait what?

Dr Pepper Cherry Vanilla

People are still celebrating Eid, and I'm stuck in Penang due to family restrictions.
Because of that, I'm bored as shit.
So I could do something more boring than this or I could kill some insects in mutilated fashion.
So decided on trying this.
Dr Pepper Cherry Vanilla, the name makes you want to shoot peas out of your shithole.
Its suppose to be cherry coke, yet the vanilla is none existing and all you seem to remember after taking a sip of it is Panadol's children fever meds.
Why? It friggin taste the friggin same thats why.
Want to try it? just try drinking your little bro's meds and you'll be enlighten of why you shouldn't.
Tough luck it seems why I tried, maybe it seemed inhumane to kill some insects to justify a blog post when crap is more interesting.


Next, I try some poison to test if I survive the boredom. Tough shit. sigh...

Happy Eid(Aidilfitri)

Happy Eid(Aildilfitri).

To the little readership I have, I'm back at my village and celebrating Eid with my family members at my parents newly constructed residence.

As you can see in the pic, its crowded as it seems.

Hey, I have only one brother, and he isn't married and my family of four seems a bit overwhelmed by the squadrant of relatives this year.

But this year's eid celebrations seems a bit lonely for me.

While I am alive

While I am still alive, I will say this.
I have no lingering regrets for what I have done on this face of the earth that I stood for more than 21 years.
I shall never resent although I have felt anger, hatred, disgust and sorrow, I still feel I have never deviated from my life motto "I did it my way". Love have never been my best of times nor been my worst of times. For those who are reading this, I hope for the first time I live to see another day. Defying hopes and travesties, I hope to continue living in this world without worry. It was worth it.

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