Obligatory New Year 2011 Post

It's 2011
Happy New Year
For the sick fucks out there celebrating, die, just damn die already.

2011 Forecast

-Phone
Well, we all know that I have a HTC Touch Diamond. Sorry to say, it sucks. Its beginning to make my eyes pop out of their sockets for heavens sake. It was at first, nice and dependable. Features were bountiful if you knew what you were digging into. But lastly you were digging your own sorrow pitiful grave in the 'I want a useful responsive good solid phone' category. Well, it was meant to be my first experience in the smartphone era and boy did it flopped. Battery died within 2 no usage days. Internal memory that had its own idea when it wanted to work. No fucking kidding me. It was like a mat rempit. Most of the time it'll run fine and let me use the GPS navigation and sometimes it'll let you know that how it's pissed off at you in a frenzy of clusterfuck and die beneath a lorry carrying human waste. It probably just wanted to say "Screw You" and decided that it had no internal memory and dumps all notions of the fact that I needed to use the GPS for emergency purposes.

Leaving that behind, I'll be surveying a new phone within these first few months. An android phone preferrably. Why? Because I can, thats why. Looking at phones, I've eyed the LG Optimus One. But due to how the world works, the fucking phone was nowhere to be found at Low Yat Plaza. Those sick assholes. For that moronic reason, I'll probably buy another model. But since when do I surrender that fast? I'll make sure I get that type of phone. A 3 inch screen, HSDPA, Android 2.2(minimum), MiFi capabilities, 3.2mp camera, GPS and a good CPU in it. Why the specifics? HAHA, I have an idea coming into my brain. Well, the idea is still an idea.

-Computer
As I have a great desktop setup, I couldn't care less about upgrading. So there will be no upgrading the desktop except and I say except in a big way if only there was a need to upgrade the graphicscard to a DX11 compatible card.

I have a laptop. Yes, a laptop. An old one. A long time ago, it died on me. Well the motherboard did. The thing is, it was sent for warranty and returned all good. But since day 1, I hated it like an iron fist that reigned over the third reich. I've got several scores that I have to settle with this little shit.
First, the battery time is probably around 1 to lying hours. Every damn laptop shop tells you it'll manage 3 hours. Another clueless lying bastards in the IT world. It will not last for 3 hours on a sigle charge. That laptop lasted 1.30 hour with just light surfing or 1 hour of video. And that was when it bloody brand new. It was a laptop that you had to plug in to the wall at all times.
Second, it was friggin hot. Like melting cheese hot. This ain't no laptop anymore, it was a 'burn your lap to a crisp and kill your future children in the process' unmobile computer. It was so hot, that it's what doomed the motherboard of the laptop in the first place. I had to use a pure aluminium laptop cooler just to use it anywhere just so it wouldn't burn the table or melt the glass nearby. To decrease the heat generated, I had to throttle the CPU down and that fact irked me the most, hence the third and decisive shit it had.
Third, IT WAS FUCKING SLOW. Not only it was slow before the throttling, but when I had to throttle it down, it was like swimming through concrete that was hardening. Tough as it may be, I perservered as I only had to use that laptop from hell when I was travelling and when I was at my Penang residence.
Now, the old problem of the motherboard going kaput is like dejavu, but you know when it last happened. And its happening again! It's on its deathbed, dying with Ubuntu currently running on it. I've been only using the iPod Touch to do stuff when I was travelling these days and Apple may call it a personal computer or anything. But all I can say, how all that is a fantasy of the corporate world.

I need to buy a new laptop. Also within the first months of this year. I've been eying on the AMD Fusion platform for months. Well it did take AMD 2 years to just make the platform, but I am now interested. The promise of a 6-8 hours of battery life with a low power APU(CPU+GPU) that has good enough graphics to play HD videos without killing me in the process. Gonna wait after CES to choose any laptop that would probably make my dreams come true. A 10-13 inch screen, 6-8 hours of lying battery life and a good cheap price.


I'm bitter, but it's 3.15A.M. and I need to do stuff. So I'll be typing more of my forecasts for 2011.

Obligatory End of Year 2010 Post

Well, its nearly 2011, the year that I ironically turn 22...
Hence the 2X11=22...

Bad joke aside, 2010 was probably a year that no human alive wanted to remember that much. War, famine, disease are the usual headlines. And the fact that I turned 21. The pinnacle of of someone's early life crisis. Going 20 was bad enough, you had to put up with the fact that you're an adult in society that can now vote for the doom of your country and its people. Thats no small identity crisis, its the nation's now. Oh the humanity!

Planning ahead,
Some may wonder that what the hell would happen in 2012. Screw you. You have something else to think about. The thing in between. 2011.

First, you screw every date by still thinking its still 2010. Then you screw everyone in the vicinity. You sick fuck. Next year, there will be more gore, swearing and eventually more pain. No more mister conservative minded crap. I've always maintained my conservative ways and never complained. You know what? I'm right winged. I am not a socialist or a communist. I support the people who have helped me in my life. Who? You know who you damn socialist bastards.
Listen, its just logical. Nothing personal. If my parents brought me into this world and raised me till what I am today, am I gonna just leave them to die? No, I care for my parents. I love them. I am thankful to them. Sure I'm not the best child there is, but I am still grateful of what they have sacrificed for me. The same is for me as my opinion in politics. Am I gonna support a pack of immoral communist and socialist people when all they have done for me is to instill anger towards the people who have done good towards me? Its like telling me to kill my parents and ridicule them. That for me is bullshit. My father was a government employee, and that fact cannot change that the government helped my family towards what it is today. Am I gonna call them lamb burning immoral bastard? No, I will only support them for their cause. Why? Because I will not be an ungrateful person. Towards my parents or my friends or anybody that have helped me within these 21 years of life. I am more grateful to God, that He gave me the rationality to think properly and decide what is good or bad.

I will tell you why. Because I have been used, forgotten, humiliated and backstabbed by people who are close to me countless times. These people doesn't care what happens to others, they only care what they think is best for them only. And why am I so bitter about this? Because of me, they lead a nice life knowing that they could do something to change anything for the better, but decided not to. Those sick assholes.

I'm sorry that this post seems a bit gloomy, but this year for me is precisely that. It wasn't a happy year for me. Love life in shambles, education having its ups and downs(mostly downs), future of my life doesn't seem that nice. And reading back my own diary won't do any good to improve morale as it's filled with suicidal thoughts when I was young and probably stupid beyond comprehention.

So, adios to 2010 and hola to 2011. May God bring suffering to the lamb burning communist and socialist groups that roam this putrid little lonely pale blue dot. And may I get a happier life knowing when the worst happens, it can only get better.

-sincerely, from me Hafizan.

P.S.-Knowing that most of my readers are socialist. I will probably have no readers left. adieu!!!

Cooling down fire

Its been a while since I posted something here.

So I'll report the progress of my projects. But before that, I'm hot. Not that fashion thing but temperature humidity weather kind of hot. Why? Because I'm at my Penang residence that is located in the middle of nowhere surrounded by barren land and crazy motorcyclist making their stupidity show every time they open their eyes in the morning. Yeah it's hot. Children here turn into Africans when the school holidays come and turn back to idiots when they go back to school. Not to mention 5 year olds here drive motorcycles like they ride bicycles. Not to encourage illegal underage driving, I always give them the face when I see them. What face? The 'pity face' what else? Why? I'm pitying them because there will be one day that they will end up under a lorry carrying human excrement and crying shouting for their mothers. When I go to power one day, I'll make sure these incompetent morons gets shot from a 50cal rifle in front of their parents to let them not make the same mistake again with their other children. Well, there is a saying "You have to kill one person to warn a hundred others".

Okay, today's is the 27th. And new year's is about 5 days away...wait...WHAT??!!! I'll be in Penang for a few days, that means that... I'll be back in KL by the 2nd... This is totally a clusterfuck. Mind the swearing, WHAT??? I have just realized that I need to construct one more thing by the time the semester opens. Shit...

Okay, the report on the projects. I totally want to revise what projects are going to dealt with surging these two minutes of horror that I have realized that I have less than 2 days of constructing left in my calendar.

First,

-The prototype water-cooling for Peltier.

Was a great success. Even though I didn't finish making the reservoir and the radiator, the testing part went extremely excellent. I got a new record on the temperature gauge of -17 degrees Celsius. The previous best of -8 degrees Celsius was done on an air-conditioned room and 2 Peltier unit combined together to get that result. But his time, I used an 80W Peltier unit with my prototype water-cooling setup. Getting the -17 was a nice thing to watch. As before this, I had to do many things just to get my fridge to reach 18 degrees Celsius above freezing. And that was using 2 Peltier units and using 2 very noisy fans. Wonder what happened when I port the prototype to the fridge? Hope it'll result in a colder fridge. The first thing I construct when I get back to KL is that thing. A Water-cooled Peltier based fridge. Gonna do the sketches and dimensions so I won't mess everything and get myself electrocuted when switching on the thing by 240 volts.

-The FM transmitter bug.

Got the components, all of them. Just haven't got the time to solder and build the damn thing.

-The Property Defence System.

Have made the sketches but in experimenting with servos, the damn thing just won't do what I want yet. So there is progress and while this is still a project in the making, it is in the research phase. Learning is considered research you know.

And yes, air-conditioning is nice... Ahhh...

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Hafizan Security Solutions

Well, my life... Hmmm... There, I'd finish the post there. But it ain't enough for a normal post. My previous post would probably be about my projects. Particularly on the Property Defense System. Then I realized that there are two spelling for defense. 'Defence' and 'Defense'. Wait, there's only one spelling for defense? Ok, I'll use defense. Wait a minute. I'm suppose to use a British spelling because my country is in the Commonwealth. IT'S DEFENCE BITCH. A 'DE' with a 'FENCE' bitch. Haha!

Ok, back to the matter in hand.

The Property Defence System, is in construction. When I have time to think about it. The thing is, I don't have much time. Half of my time was doing nothing actually. Not because I want to, but it's because I'm always moving around the north the middle and the in-between of Malaysia. Ipoh, Penang and Kuala Lumpur. And my main place to store and make my stuff is in Ipoh. Where I spend one third of the holiday probably. And one probable factor is that I'm sick sometimes. Well, shit happens all the time don't they. The project is still a work in progress. Why? Because I have to learn a whole computer language from start. And that part is hard to do when I hate moving around when I do stuff. The thinking behind the project however hasn't stop. The ideas haven't stop transferring onto the paper yet. So the brain is working while my legs move. Yeah.

So what have I done the whole time? Well, the water-cooling block is basically finished. Except I haven't tested it yet with the peltier unit. The making part of the project was riddled with problems arising from the traveling issue and the liquid leaking out from the cooling block. The reservoir and the radiator hasn't been made yet. Well, this was meant to be an experiment of prototyping a water-cooling system for the peltier cooler.

One thing, a mystery probably. After the components buying in KL, my knee has not stop hurting till today. Well, I did probably walk the whole golden triangle and pudu(yes walked, not using public transport most of the time). And now probably 2-3 weeks after it still hurts. It's the knee I use to drive the automatic car for heavens sake! Why the leg I use most?!! Now I probably need to buy a knee brace or support thingy now to not make my knee fall off or something.

And on Wednesday I'm accompanying my friend to KL for some business. Shit, my knee is going to really thank me for traveling 200km to somewhere and be back by the end of the day. Thank you moron maybe.

And why did I survey prices for katanas? Shit... The prices were so... Google it yourself... Katanas... Sigh... No, I'm not committing harakiri or something. Nor I'm gonna behead someone with it. So don't go thinking anything yet. Hahahaha... Always wanted buying one.

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MAHA (pt 3)

MAHA (pt 2)

MAHA

It rained afterwards

There was this 3 wheeled thing I saw. Who in hell created this abomination?

KLCC in my back

To tell the truth, I typed a whole shit long blog post on this device just as it decided that it wasn't long effing enough it cancelled it when I went to the toilet. So I'll be effing writing effing same thing hopefully on this effing thing again.

So basically, I'm in KL and have been for the past 3 days. For the first 2 days I have been busting my legs walking all over KL. For what? What else, buying components for my research and projects.

I am building:-

-FM Transmitter Bug

You know, those spy devices... Where the spy puts a device somewhere and hears everything it picks up. Yeah, that thing. Actually its a FM transmitter. Put it somewhere, switch on the radio, walla! you hear the cat killing rats. Which was the original idea. haha...


-Watercooling Block for the 80W Peltier Unit

Becaused I'm pissed I have to type this again, the matter of fact is I have bought an aquarium pump for this sole purpose. I hope I don't electricute myself in the process. And I need to build myself a radiator. And I am not calling this project a LC just because its liquid cooled because I am not a moronic mat rempit that doesn't know how to differentiate simple acronyms and thinks LC is a cool thing. Well, F you stupid morons...


-Property Defence System

I have bought a microcontroller, the Arduino Uno. This is going to be the brains and guts of this project. I hope I don't puke when I have to learn C language. Again... I really hope I don't break my mind doing this. I need to find a firing mechanism which will fire upon an unsuspecting person who is followed by a targeting system which is made by using an ultrasonic sensor.

let there be fear

It has arrived.
My microcontroller, my sensors and the components of mass stupidity.
Well, its probably going to bring fear into me and the cat while the world fears the imminent brink of the continuation of the Korean war. The thing I'm building?

A defence system.

An automated sentry gun to be precise. For this version, I'll name it 'Property Defence System'. It'll consist of a sensory system which detects the location of something and depending on the proximity of the subject, it'll shoot 'it' using the targeting system with a turret. Well, I won't be using a real gun, but a non-lethal BB gun. If I have time, I'll put a screaming T-rex. hahahaha...

bull's eye shit

The drink, Redbull.

The consequences, my probably hyperactive brain cells.

The conconction, Gatorade+Redbull.

The effects of the stupidity, the meaning of life. Well, that was after the sugar crush starts and everything starts to move very slowly in a slow motion video kind of style.

Children, don't try this. You'll hit puberty at 4 and grow hair on your shoulders and you'll be jumping on concrete till its sand again.

Adults and teens, hmm... thats another matter.

The first time I made this was when I was trying to climb a mountain on a bicycle. Which was a terrible idea until the 'man, moment and machine' thingy took place.

The man, one unoblivious human, me.

The moment, the stupid idea and when I was probably thinking how to push the other human down a gorge and I was damn too tired to do it. I drank the GetaBull. Hilarity ensues...

The machine, there was a bike and a car but mainly there was a brain wrecked beyond any comprehention.

So what in the hell happened?
Just don't mess with the brain with too much caffeine and sugar. It goes into rage mode. I kept thinking ONWARDS!!!ONWARDS!!!ONWARDS!!! KILL ALL HUMANS!!! That led to some non human thinking more towards to machine error overload.

The funny thing is, its legal high. It feels like eating chillies with cola which is also probably still legal in most parts of the world.

And don't think of trying to mix 100 Plus with Redbull. I tried it. I damn nearly puked on top of a stupid hill drinking that. My stomach just responded that I was too brilliantly moronic perhaps.

Now, back to todays world.
No, the thing with my defence components are still not here. Damn you. Just damn you. Now I need to wait. Damn you and more damnation if I have to wait longer.
Its good that I have other projects to work on. That would make life a little bit more bearable. Damn you...

sweet apple of death

Well, I'm back on my mobile. Brought to you by the sweet Pokka drink in the picture. Its a drink. No, it's not cider. So there will be no drunk ranting here. The drink itself is a sparkling drink usually found in glass bottles that have corks on it. This however is in canned form. The taste? Tastes like the sparkling drink you assholes like to think have alcohol but doesn't. It tastes great and costs like any other soft drink would.

Now, the news. I'm now anticipating a parcel containing my components that will power the defence project. So pray. Pray that I wont shoot at your head using a cannon while laughing and sipping my canned sparkling apple drink. PRAY.

Three two one NOOO!!!

Today is Aidiladha.
But am I home right now celebrating it with my family? Not this year. Why? Because of one idiot who decided to make us suffer the endless pain of not seeing our relatives and making it more unbearable with doing it with our final exams on the line. Thank you one man, thank you for making my life a bit more unbearable.

Well one Aidiladha without the comforts of home doesn't make that much of a problem does it? It's like every other day in life but seeing others at home with their families does make one want to burn the house to the foundations hard. Hmm... And the posts on Facebook that says this and that they are celebrating it with BBQ and parties just make it more making me load that unloaded shotgun ready to do a drive by shooting of a damn BBQ party that I crave every year... Mmm... This post makes me want to eat meat more.

By the way, drive safe and pray I don't come driving with a shotgun in my hand.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha.

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Misery fully utilised

You would think that I have a simple and abnormally pathetic view on life and how it goes around to ruin the foundations of the human spirit. That is completely somewhat true to a certain degree. But at the same time not. I would rather eat meat than some nuts to get protein. The fact is I want individualism so much I have my own motto that is "I did it my way". Sounds familiar? It's Frank Sinatra's song.

Being individualistic is hard in Malaysia. Why? Because it's a known thing that individualistic people are just different from others and that is the thing Malaysians have a hard time accepting. If something is different, burn it. Let it die and rot. That's what they(most) think. Don't believe me? Try being me. Believe me, you'll probably die of committing suicide or at the stake of a burning fire.

The weird thing is, in the west or other countries, individualism is perfectly positively accepted. But on the other hand when you are different here, you're immediately labelled weird, secular or just plain arrogant. What? Well excuse me. I have a brain and tend to use them for the future of human kind. Sorry for doing that you moronic pathetic cheapass. No wonder the world is laughing at us. You can't even differentiate global warming and the thinning of the ozone layer. For gods sake, 9/10 I asked said they're the same thing. Thats the nations future in rubble for you. That's because if you have a different thought or opinion, the majority always wins. Even when the majority is completely unaware of their pathetic inability to understand logic.

This post, no picture. Why? Because I have problems with the phone part and the pixelpipe app being a total letdown.

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Today in history

Well this is also a friggin test post. But I'll persevere on with a full post.

See the picture? Is it a bird? Is it man? Is it a baboon thats dancing its red ass off? No. Thats my iPod Touch. To be precise, its my old one. I bought a new one about 2 weeks ago. Why? Why do humans have babies? Its the same point. The answer is progress. Some might call it moronic to buy an expensive product just because they bought an inferior crap. I say I couldn't care less about their non-existant point of view.

The truth is, I manage my spending strictly. Thats why I can splurge on expensive superior electronics and still get away with loose change to buy some accessories for it like a case. How? Let me say its from experience. And the undeniable truth that I'm not a smoker, nor a drug addict, nor a gambler, nor I drink vodka to forget. And the sad fact that I don't have a girlfriend. Still, there are some pebbles still loud to me that they are in the same situation but don't have money at all. Like I said, its from experience. And experience of managing money properly is not easy to get. I managed to collect my first thousand ringgit when I was in secondary school. Its just that when I spend, I tend to spend large sums of it at once.

Still saying that I crap money out of my ass? Well, I probably do. Its in gold. I crap gold. Just shut it and let technology progress.

Using the iPod Touch 4th gen is a bit mesmerising. Its beautiful. Its fast'er'. Its pornography to the cult of mac. Its just fantastic. So what happens to the old one? Do I throw it away? Do I sell it? It has so much sentimental value that makes you guilty to sell it. Hell with that idea. Its mine and hell does what I want to do with it.

So, why the elongated post at 4am in the friggin morning? Something cracked in my head? No, just wanted to tell somebody that the picture, isn't what you're getting. If I had posted a picture of a dead rat, and said thats yours. I would probably got stabbed by a swarm of bees hurled towards me from a car registring the number 4444. And I would then probably be in so much pain I'd be swearing nonstop for decades from the excruciating pain and trauma. Well, if my head is properly working at 4am that is.

Sent from my iPod 4g

Test

Well, someone asked me to write. Well, this isnt a post but a test if the bloody pixelpipe app is doing its job properly.

State of mind

Is it showing 10% humidity? Yes it is. While its humidity percentage, I'd rather not think it as my state of mind as my mind is running over its permissable limits and causing me to have severe Insomnia. How hard can it be to get sleep? Very damn hard indeed. I'd be an owl by the time I get some desperate sleep. Then there's the damn case when you manage to get some zzz's the bloody damn irritating barrage of alarms starts ringing. First the iPod, then the phone then the purposedly irritant prone alarm bell clock. Yes, it rings till you damn puke your damn brains out of your damn bleeding ears. It serves to only torture you till the day I will damn hurl it out my damn window with full force then hitting an unfortunate bystander. Then it'll be his fate of bell ringing death.

Damn you!!!

Onigiri and bloody massacre

See the onigiri I made? Those were the ones I made yesterday. Using the onigiri maker I bought at Daiso last time I went there. First, the onigiri made using those things are not what you would call structurally competant. Its all brittle if you insert fillings in the damn onigiri and will self destruct itself upon trying to eat it. Well, today was a bit better because I used some larger piece of nori(seaweed) which held the thing much more better than the ones before. But these new nori are quite lacking in taste so I have a lot of nori to get rid of.

To the massacre part. The time spent cursing the difficulty eating the crumbling onigiri, I had an epiphany. I'm going to build my self a defence system. Well, a mockup version that is. If I did a real one, I'd be living in a cave under a volcano with superweapons ready to fire at my finger tips. These were somehow inspired by watching Gundam 00. Well, I'll probably be having a massacre of cats being shot at using ping pong balls first. Now, I just need to get some components to build the thing and I need to learn programming. I hope I wont be killed by it first. Damn you crumbling onigiri!!!

Come on Japan

Well, yesterday I went to Daiso(yes, again) after I had bought some stuff for my projects and found some stuff there that made me happy and a bit angry at Japan. Look at the picture. It's an onigiri maker. For god's sake, how the hell did someone thought of that? This is cheating Japan! I seriously thought you people made onigiri by hand all the friggin damn time. It doesn't stop there. There were sushi makers, and loads more makers. You bloody cheaters. But then again, your damn brilliant invention made my life easier. Haha, I could now make perfectly shaped onigiri without shouting at rice or getting into deathmatch mode.

I haven't tried using it yet, so I'll post the aftermath of me trying to use the simple but cheatingly brilliant contraption. Looking at it, I actually see myself making not onigiri but bread instead of rice stuff with it. Damn you food making cheaters that made me use my hands making those disasters. Damn you!!!

Setting that aside, I just bought myself the iPod Touch 4g 8Gb. And I need to sell the old one for RM500 with a leather case and a new screen protector.

Onigiri

As you could see, I had onigiri. Well, I made those onigiri. As most of the Malaysian public have never heard of onigiri, its just rice that us molded into a ball or triangular shape wrapped with nori(seaweed). And usually there's fillings in it. So don't talk shit that its not halal. I made it by my own hands. This was my second try at making onigiri. The first time was yesterday and it wasn't as pretty as I made it today. Rice was everywhere and all hell broke lose. The filling for yesterday were sardines. Today was meat. Meat was a better filling as it didn't mess with the structural integrity of the molded rice. Or was it just my bloody fingers?

In the picture, the first row is all pretty looking, but they're just plain onigiri which are easy to make. The crappy looking back rows are the ones that have the fillings. Its hard to mold if you want to insert fillings. But all in all, it tasted near the ones that I have bought. Those used sushi rice and stuff that I don't have. Well, those 5 onigiri did well in filling my tummy.

Driving in KL

By the time I finish typing this, I was still not out of this bloody damn traffic jam.
Really, babies crawl faster than this bloody traffic jam. Well, if you are driving a manual car in KL, sucks to be you.

river of what?

The picture, it's a river. Why a picture of a river? Because I can? Nope, because I friggin bathed in it for 3 days straight. Well, for the most of it. I had a camp there where most were having their peaceful weekend, I had afternoon lecture. When people were snoozing, I bathed in mountain cold water at dawn. I had a blast every time we had to bath, but while the living quarters weren't bad, the river was all we had for water based stuff. Yes, including personal stuff. Why?
Because some damn water pump died while we were there the first day.
But then, the scenary was nice and it was good RnR for me.

That was a week ago.

Now, back to reality. My mind is bleeding out stuff that isn't suppose to be coming out of my brain due to much unneeded stress by having to work around the clock to damn complete my assignments and stuff. Man, who said fact is stranger than fiction? Fact is friggin anoying when we could bother looking it up on the net.

Oh yeah, not forgetting. Daiso. Just friggin DAISO. Its a shop you can find at Sungei Wang. I love it. Everything there is priced at a fixed RM5. From umbrella's to damn trash cans, from car polish to everything japanese. And all the stuff is imported from Japan. Some stuff would not have english words on it. I friggin bought a friggin transparent umbrella, a humidity meter(yes, an analog humidity meter), a bottle of spray car polish, and a friggin G clamp(google it you ass). car polish, G clamp, an umbrella and damn humidity meter for sum of RM20? I'm going to damn buy again there. Damn you!!!

the cat

Sepet, the cat that couldn't care less about you unless she's hungry. She's sick, again. Her front right leg is injured, she has liver problems and has an attitude of a problem child. She might be a bad girl, but my family treats her like a fifth member and we all adore her. Now she's skinny due to the health problems she's just sleeping and not doing anything.

I hope she gets better when I get home for the semester break.

meds r us

oh how nice to see you guys again... always making me choke myself when I swallow you guys. you guys are my friggin friends.

irony is nice

feeling something

Right now, I shit you not I'm sick. No, not mentally but physically. Fever, headache and a touch of sunburn pain to compliment my self torture. This comes after my friend said stuff about lestospirosis and the fact I have most of the stated symptoms. Great, now I'll be very not shivering in terror of getting a disease that could eat me alive because of some rodent pissing in the river. Thank you rodent. Thank you very much.

About the pic, its the Putrajaya mosque. I had an industrial visit yesterday at Shah Alam. Otw back, the bus had to pick up some other students and hence the mosque, putrajaya and the fever. It does make sense, you just have to use your brains thats all.

urgh... my brain cells!!!

what could go wrong?

What could? Something like a cancelled lecture due to a blackout.

Seriously, no lights and no ventilation means no class. You'd go bonkerz until you realize that you missed shit last week and makes you are probably 1/2 month behind classes. After that, the thing called reality starts to set in and shit happens just in the nick of time to make someone's life hell.

what after this? pandas saying you suck?