Well, its nearly 2011, the year that I ironically turn 22...
Hence the 2X11=22...
Bad joke aside, 2010 was probably a year that no human alive wanted to remember that much. War, famine, disease are the usual headlines. And the fact that I turned 21. The pinnacle of of someone's early life crisis. Going 20 was bad enough, you had to put up with the fact that you're an adult in society that can now vote for the doom of your country and its people. Thats no small identity crisis, its the nation's now. Oh the humanity!
Planning ahead,
Some may wonder that what the hell would happen in 2012. Screw you. You have something else to think about. The thing in between. 2011.
First, you screw every date by still thinking its still 2010. Then you screw everyone in the vicinity. You sick fuck. Next year, there will be more gore, swearing and eventually more pain. No more mister conservative minded crap. I've always maintained my conservative ways and never complained. You know what? I'm right winged. I am not a socialist or a communist. I support the people who have helped me in my life. Who? You know who you damn socialist bastards.
Listen, its just logical. Nothing personal. If my parents brought me into this world and raised me till what I am today, am I gonna just leave them to die? No, I care for my parents. I love them. I am thankful to them. Sure I'm not the best child there is, but I am still grateful of what they have sacrificed for me. The same is for me as my opinion in politics. Am I gonna support a pack of immoral communist and socialist people when all they have done for me is to instill anger towards the people who have done good towards me? Its like telling me to kill my parents and ridicule them. That for me is bullshit. My father was a government employee, and that fact cannot change that the government helped my family towards what it is today. Am I gonna call them lamb burning immoral bastard? No, I will only support them for their cause. Why? Because I will not be an ungrateful person. Towards my parents or my friends or anybody that have helped me within these 21 years of life. I am more grateful to God, that He gave me the rationality to think properly and decide what is good or bad.
I will tell you why. Because I have been used, forgotten, humiliated and backstabbed by people who are close to me countless times. These people doesn't care what happens to others, they only care what they think is best for them only. And why am I so bitter about this? Because of me, they lead a nice life knowing that they could do something to change anything for the better, but decided not to. Those sick assholes.
I'm sorry that this post seems a bit gloomy, but this year for me is precisely that. It wasn't a happy year for me. Love life in shambles, education having its ups and downs(mostly downs), future of my life doesn't seem that nice. And reading back my own diary won't do any good to improve morale as it's filled with suicidal thoughts when I was young and probably stupid beyond comprehention.
So, adios to 2010 and hola to 2011. May God bring suffering to the lamb burning communist and socialist groups that roam this putrid little lonely pale blue dot. And may I get a happier life knowing when the worst happens, it can only get better.
-sincerely, from me Hafizan.
P.S.-Knowing that most of my readers are socialist. I will probably have no readers left. adieu!!!
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