If I died

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One smile away from death, I realised something...
I was alone...
I was a human that would die and no one would notice...
Now, I have a choice a life of solitude or death.
Eitherway I'm going to be alone...
There's no picture because I can't possibly take any pictures when I was driving...
I know it's depressing to talk about death and loneliness, but this is what has been happening around me...
Depression is no longer a thing to think about..
Some say start new, but I think I've wasted a few starts with duds..
And I have wasted all my starts...
As life continues, I wont run away...
I just have to face it...
Money wont do a thing...
Running away defies my code of ethics...
So is suicide.
I don't want to go to hell just because of human stupidity...
I want to live...
I want a life filled with smiles...
Even if its alone...

This isn't a poem. Its a blog post.
If I died, you know where to find my will and last words...
I've only told one person.